Late Night Thoughts

It's strange to me when I really stop and think about my life before my children. I look at Liam and can't imagine life without him here. I think about the tiny life he was inside of me and the 5-year-old he is today and I am amazed. I look at Max and remember Liam touching my belly and feeling him move around, and now he is 2! I sometimes think, "what if?" What if I hadn't signed up for that cross-training class in college? What if I hadn't met Amber there? What if she hadn't thought to introduce me to her cousin? What if he hadn't decided to visit me in Madison? What if we never took that drive to Minnesota when we realized we were meant to be together? Etc, etc, etc. It all led to our wonderful life now...and I don't think any of it was just a coincidence.